Thursday, April 10, 2008

Depression...

Lately I havn’t had much of a “spirit” (as you already know this is the purpose of the blog to discuss sprit). The lack of sprit has caused me to feel…well kinda out of it. Meaning I just didn’t want to do anything and felt bored -> depressed lol.

By falling in this void lets say it wasn’t enjoyable. When you look at people who are actually seriously depressed, you wonder what is going on in their lives. What are they feeling? How do they communicate? Etc.

By me losing “spirit” I felt this sensation of me being lonely. I would say being try to socialize or do something else to preoccupy themselves so they don’t experience this feeling.

OMG I FEEL SO EMO RIGHT NOW! LMAO.

I have been able to rebound back (yes I aint EMO!), but for those that struggle with this syndrome. I kinda understand what you go through. As we say in Kendo using Engrish “FIGHT-O!!”

Everything starts with the mind and end there. If you can change your mind everything follows like a river.